Dreams vs Reality
501
Dreamt of my honey and stealing kisses in the stairwell. I wish I’d realized it was just a dream though, so I could have done much more. Harhar. Good morning.
2023
At home now, contemplating whether I’d continue with my audit or check my mail first. But since Allan might call…
Mydee wasn’t able to come to work today since she hasn’t found a nanny for Ulrich yet. I didn’t have breakfast then since I don’t want to be lonely eater. I was trying to find out whether my honey arrived or not so we could have lunch together. He called before lunch but he didn’t seem eager to get together so I opted to eat alone at my desk (so much for not wanting to be a lonely eater :P ah well). I called him twice after lunch (sorry, but I really missed the guy) and both times there didn’t seem to be any “spark” in the conversation so I ended them pretty quickly.
I thought we’d go home together but he had to wait for an officemate so I went on alone. We were texting though, but he wasn’t as sweet as I thought he might be if he missed me (as much as I missed him) so I was quite indifferent also (or at least in my texts I was).
Erick was kidding me about having my boyfriend back in Manila and that I get “hot” easily. If he only knew how right on target he was! Haha.
All in all, I must say it wasn’t the homecoming I envisioned. I didn’t really want to face it but I felt it a long time ago anyway. I must be ready any time now. I only wish I had someone so it doesn’t feel as lonely as the last time, five years ago.
2242
Checked my mail, updated my blogs, pencil-pushed for a while, played Sirius Black in Sims, and started a new story. It feels awkward but it feels like coming home, this starting a new story. I’m thinking of uploading it as a blog and see what happens. I don’t have a clear storyline yet though. I just want to get to know Bettina first.
Dreamt of my honey and stealing kisses in the stairwell. I wish I’d realized it was just a dream though, so I could have done much more. Harhar. Good morning.
2023
At home now, contemplating whether I’d continue with my audit or check my mail first. But since Allan might call…
Mydee wasn’t able to come to work today since she hasn’t found a nanny for Ulrich yet. I didn’t have breakfast then since I don’t want to be lonely eater. I was trying to find out whether my honey arrived or not so we could have lunch together. He called before lunch but he didn’t seem eager to get together so I opted to eat alone at my desk (so much for not wanting to be a lonely eater :P ah well). I called him twice after lunch (sorry, but I really missed the guy) and both times there didn’t seem to be any “spark” in the conversation so I ended them pretty quickly.
I thought we’d go home together but he had to wait for an officemate so I went on alone. We were texting though, but he wasn’t as sweet as I thought he might be if he missed me (as much as I missed him) so I was quite indifferent also (or at least in my texts I was).
Erick was kidding me about having my boyfriend back in Manila and that I get “hot” easily. If he only knew how right on target he was! Haha.
All in all, I must say it wasn’t the homecoming I envisioned. I didn’t really want to face it but I felt it a long time ago anyway. I must be ready any time now. I only wish I had someone so it doesn’t feel as lonely as the last time, five years ago.
2242
Checked my mail, updated my blogs, pencil-pushed for a while, played Sirius Black in Sims, and started a new story. It feels awkward but it feels like coming home, this starting a new story. I’m thinking of uploading it as a blog and see what happens. I don’t have a clear storyline yet though. I just want to get to know Bettina first.
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